Dunno What to do.....

If i stay it hurts, If i dont stay it hurts more. I dont know what to do. It was just so happy its been like a month and i had my 'secret' smile again. You know when something makes u so happy but no one else knows it and you have it inside of you. Thats what the secret smile is.. I thought it was gone but its still there.

:(

Happy Valentines :D

I hate life, i hate today and i wish i was dead :)